* If I had one wish.. I'd wish my parents would of never abandoned me. I was a child in need. *
<< March 1, 1995
a pretty baby girl was born.
_lbs and _ounces, and 21 inches long.
Her mother and father named her Bionca.Poor little Bionca was born with asthma.. she was a crack baby.
*This is the day Selena Quintanila was murdered*
< 1995-1998
Bionca had hardships with her asthma, and her mother neglected her a lot.
Her father was hardly around, but he did love her.
Derrick (her father) left her mother for a man. Then he became a drag queen.
< 1998-2001
Bionca bounced from house to house, her mother leaving her with her who ever wanted to take care of the crying baby. Bionca was left with her mother's mom when she was seven, for a couple of years, rarely ever visiting. This is when Bionca had her first ever boyfriend (which she currently doesn't count because she was so young, and didn't know the concept of what having a boyfriend was all about). His name was Andre, and he became her first kiss.
Bionca's mother birth a baby boy named Javon, in 2001.
< 2002-2003
Bionca then moved back in with her mother when she was 9, into a house on Palmer street. Bionca then went to camp Henry, for the first time.
She fell for this boy named Charlie.
Later that year while staying with her mother's mom again, she met a girl named Ratina. Ratina was a young black girl who was possibly older than her. She was Bionca's first kiss (with a girl).
By then Bionca's world spiraled. She knew she liked girls for sure, not only did that kiss changed her, she felt like a whole different person. Bionca then started a friends-with-benefits relationship with Ratina.
Later that year Bionca's mother gotten a new boyfriend and he decided to molest her. It continued for about 2 years.
< 2004
Bionca and Javon were removed from their grandmother's house and put into foster care. They bounced from different homes. Bionca was depressed and tried committing suicide by drinking household cleaning supplies.
< 2005
Suddenly Bionca and Javon (obviously she survived) were adopted by her mother's father (who re-married) and wife. She had permission to legally change her name to Veronica.
Bionca had choose that name because it sounded powerful and sophisticated.
When she was adopted, the molestation had stopped, because her mother and mother's boyfriend weren't allowed to visit her and her brother.
*she hadn't told anyone about her rapes, but her close friends*
By the time she was 12, she went head-over-heels for girls, so she thought she was gay. An old friend named Selena had asked once when she spent the night was she a lesbian. Veronica denied multiple times, but then realized that later on in life maybe Selena was trying to come out to her, or tell her that she liked her... based on the fact that she did change in front of her numerous times, and asked to play house. But then again, she could of been straight.
Veronica found out that her birth father was gay.. from her grandparents who spat the word "faget" between their lips when telling her the truth.
*she thought genetics from her made her like other genders, than just male genders*
Veronica found a website for LGBT teens that allowed them to chat online, plus the school hadn't blocked the website. That's where she met Deborah. The sexy blonde who was down to earth,and for once not preppy. That's when she decided that she wasn't gay, or straight. She was bisexual. (The word pansexual, hadn't been revealed to her in her world yet.
Veronica asked Deborah to be her girlfriend, which took weeks of courage to build up. Deborah accepted. The relationship didn't last long, because Deborah had serious mood swings, and it bothered Veronica. That's when she knew she wouldn't handle being in a relationship with bipolar individuals.
She started cutting because everyone at school started bullying her over really retarded reasons. They didn't knew she was bisexual.
After graduating eight grade, Veronica came out to her ex-best friend and (now) associate. They accepted her right away.
<2009
Her freshman year, about a month after school had started, she had a boyfriend named Sal. She made new friends, some including:
Angie
Shaundraya
Stephanie (who went to middle school with her)
and Sonya (who went to middle school with her too.)
No one bullied her at high school either.
She was in JROTC and she had all these friends, she was happy.. but at home where problems occurred she was miserable. She continued to cut.
There was a lot of bisexual girls at her school, but none of them caught her eye.
<2011-present day
She went through 5 boyfriends, and now is a junior in high school. She came out to her family February 24,2011. Her grand father said she'll burn in hell. She was allowed to date a few days before her 16th birthday (she had to sneak around to date). She concluded that she was bi gendered sometime in September of '11. She re-came out to her friends making sure they knew she was Bi gendered and Pansexual. Her current Boyfriend: Marvin, accepted her fully.
Today: October 14, 2011
Hey i'm Veronica, and yes everything above is true, i dunno why i wrote it in 3rd person.
So i'm both male and female, born in a female's body. i sort-of have two personalities, but they're similar.
If you see Veronica/Jionni, that's still me, It's just i want to change my name to Jionni once i'm 18. The reason why i want to change it is because i think i sound better with thta name, and plus it fits my gender.
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